Jack-Reaper

Well there that goes... I really want to fix everything...even if that means lying down on the ground and dealing with anything that comes our way. I don't want to get over Sarah. I know I should just move on. But she's perfect, I love her flaws as well as everything else. I know she's tossed me out of her life pretty well... Everything except one yahoo account she doesn't use often. I miss her. That's all I can really say.

Well... my friend blew out his left kneecap. That was amazing to hear... (Sarcasm) Though I got to continuously fuck up in the hospital. Basically be as stupid as I can be. Um... really distant from Sarah... and we just keep getting further. Feel like shit but then again... it's not me that's splitting us up. Dad's going to beat the shit out of me when he gets home for good. Let's see... have to copy whole notebook. Pass class Be amazing etc. I'm just down in the dumps. Tried to do something stupid yesterday night. Probably going to try that again later. Wadcutter or Rhino. I'm trying to pick this time.